When I first started TMS I was hopeful, but still very skeptical. I’ve struggled with depression for over 20 years and have had some reprieves throughout but have always relied on medication to get me to a baseline where I felt moderately functional. After years of increasing dosage and trying new medications I found myself still falling into deep depressions, I was starting to feel more and more hopeless. I first heard about TMS several years ago and thought there was no way that magnetic stimulation could help where chemicals and years of therapy couldn’t. But as years went by and my depression worsened I began having personal encounters with people who had great success with TMS and finally became open to trying it. I’m so grateful that I ended up at TMS Center of Colorado. At first I was worried because I didn’t notice improvement but a little more than halfway through things started to change. After that point I felt improvements continue as treatment progressed, feelings of hopelessness began to disappear, my energy increased, I became more interested in people and things that I enjoy, my focus improved! I don’t know if the changes are permanent or not, but even if they are relatively short lived it is all worth it to me because I feel better than I ever have.